“life will be better in spring”
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 || 6:05 AM
My life is totally a mess . No one will understand me . If you be on my shoes , I guess you'll feel sad . My heart is beating very fast . Feeling very down . how ? ); I guess , you should picked her more than me , I'm nothing to you , just an old friend which suddenly become close that's all , It hurts that she wants you .. I've waited for you for so long & this is all what I get , disappoinment & disaster , after you tell me that story . Is this the end of our friendship love ? it's life . I can't do anything . I don't have any strength to carry on . oh god , help me ... );